Beginning to Submit

Maitre, this is the name I gave to him and it means master in French. Soumis is the name he gave me and it means submissive. I was born to be a submissive and he was born to be a master. We have fought against our nature for many years, trying to conform to the world and their prescriptions for what makes a man and woman happy in relationship and in self. None of it ever worked for us. We struggled in our lives trying desperately to be authentic but never achieving it until now. I have had an awakening in the last year or so. On the edge of an abyss I stood and saw him slipping from me and everything we had built together. I lost my mind and it was the best thing that has ever happened to me in some ways because the voices and tapes that looped in my head on who I was and what I needed to believe stopped playing. We began again and vowed to rediscover one another. The journey is taking us to very interesting places emotionally and physically. Along the way, we encountered things we had only really heard about. We watched others playing in the realm of BDSM and we thought it looked interesting. It was like stumbling over a gem that had been hiding at our feet for years but not knowing quite what we had! The first time I was flogged was an amazing night. We were in a dungeon area, watching a dom flog women. He asked if I wanted to try it and I immediately looked to Maitre who gave me the ok to go up. Maitre did not participate in the flogging but came around to my front as I was being flogged and attached clamps to my nipples and began to pull. I was so turned on by the experience and received so much pleasure from it. That night really was the beginning of my submission. As we discussed the experience later and began to explore the possibilities, we realized pretty quickly just what we had.  I finally became his Soumis and he finally became my Maitre.  Life has never been better.......